While I am composing this 300th post for my blog, I am involuntarily thinking as to what has been my inspiration to have blogged 299 posts. I feel it necessary, to envelope the important sources of inspiration, which have made me disperse out my thoughts, ideas, reminiscence, imagination and manifestations to the readers like you, in a seemingly effortless and non-compulsive manner.
I am startled at this introspective analysis.
I started blogging, mostly for making myself more complex, as in, to add another facet to my personality, and to quench my thirst of sudden impulses of words and random thoughts. As you can see, my initial posts were mostly amateurish written by a pretensive megalomaniac! (That's what I feel about them)
As I started putting some conscious efforts about the content in my posts, it seemed to get a dimension - A character of its own; An Identity. This identity mostly converged to an 'enhanced' version of my perceptions, and ME.
I call them enhanced, because I believe that the strings of words, and play of ideas I have expressed on my blog are instantaneous; By which I mean,they have occurred sequentially, and have been expressed over a long period of time. But when a reader tries to contemplate me to be a collective sum of the individual posts in my blog, they would be definitely misled.
The precise relation of me and my blog would be, to see it as a measure of the change I have undergone, right in front of all of you, with tangible proof exposed all over my blog. It is not to be misinterpreted as a tedious and elaborate chronicling of the different facets of the simple me.
With running time, the sources of inspiration now have grown and the next major influence would be the society - Mainly the negativity in it! I feel compelled to express my views about it,and it is mainly with a motive of involving more of you into the debate.
There are also posts about numerous special people I know, and all those posts were intended to show how special they are to me.
Sometimes I feel, I give exaggerated importance to my blog ( appending to the complaints from many of you), but then, I realize,
If i give my blog that amount of importance, then it must deserve it,for,
Ideas are Immortal!